on the daily

It’s crazy how things turn out. Isnt it weird how you could be friends with a person, fall in love, break up, then you guys just become strangers again. When you guys do run into each other or have to encounter each other in coincidental situations, you can’t do anything but try to avoid eye contact and have that tension in the air. It’s just so crazy to me how you can know a person inside and out and then become total strangers again just because of a heart break. The worst part is, you still care about the person no matter how much you resent what happened between you two. You can’t do anything but pretend nothing ever happened between you two. And you’re just thinking if the persons thinking what you’re thinking, “can we ever be just friends again?” “do you still care about me?” and the simple, “how’s everything, I hope you’re happy where you’re at.” I can’t deny the fact that I’m still hoping the best for you and that everything’s going smoothly. As much as I front, you were a big part of my life, and I can’t avoid that. I just hope you learn and grow to your fullest potential. It’s true when they say you’ll never forget your first. I’m still having trouble trying to bury the past. But i cant keep resenting what happened Between us and i cant hate you forever. I have to Accept what happened and yes, i have moved on, but i just have to learn how to bury it and move on from the past. We’re both on to better things and I’m glad we moved on and were happy with who were with and where we’ve ended up. I just hope the best for you, I don’t want to leave high school feeling bitter towards you. Although things definitely changed and things ended on a bad note between us.. 3 years later, I still care about your well-being. Keep being your lil kid self, but don’t forget to mature and grow into the man you said you wanted to be. Wishing the best for you, J.